Tamar Braxton is in a reflecting mode and she’s thankful to God for saving her life, after being hospitalized for a possible suicide attempt.

She took to Instagram to write,

“God thank you for saving me! You know my true heart. Despite what the world may think of me, you kept me here for a reason,” she began. “You are a God of second chances, and this second chance I won’t take for granted. The world can often be a dark place but I must resort to you for my light,”

Ladies, have you ever felt like you put all your time and love into your children, job, relationship and family but often forget to love yourself? That is where I have been for the past few years,” she added.

“I believe I have put a lot of time and effort in loving and giving my all to everything else but myself. I have allowed myself to stay in toxic situations including work environments,”

“I’ve allowed my talents to be used for the wrong reasons. I have allowed myself to be used in too many “angry black girl narratives. I’m not angry at all.”